1st may 2009
tmr is mummy birthday.. and im working.. :( sad things.. but my bro is cooking for her.. =) will 'chiong' home after i finished work.. =) Hmms.. Today woke up late.. and faster prepare myself and cabbed down to work.. hahas.. =)



30th april 2009
Meet dar at cwp after his work.. have dinner at sakae sushi &we walk ard to shop for things for our genting trip.. but then don have the things i want.. but dar bought top for his work.. and i choose for him lo.. =) after that went to catch a movie.. friday the 13th.. its not scary but its disgusting.. especially when 'jason' killed them.. but i don really like the show lar.. hahas.. =p

been so tiring this few days.. not enuf sleep.. but when i think of im going genting wit loves soon.. im awake.. cant wait till the day come.. =)

Wanted to catch a movie wit dar.. friday 13th.. i wanna watch it so much.. hopefully tmr can watch as im off tmr.. =) If not got to wait until sunday again.. :(

17 april 2009
woke up at 11am.. play wit yingying the whole day.. she's so cute.. =) hmms.. after that waiting for dar finish work &we meet 8plus at yishun to watch the movie handsome suit.. after watching went home.. =) this month i've watch unborn, confession of a shopaholic &handsome suit. the show i like the most so far is shopaholic.. hahas.. its funny.. =)

hmms.. Tmr finally is my off day.. hahas.. off again.. hahas.. meeting dar after his work to catch a movie again.. hahas.. this month i watched 3 movie le.. Hahas.. today working wit fara.. So fun.. hahas.. hmms.. back to work lo.. Update tmr.. =)

14th april 2009
went to cousin salon at 12pm.. meeting the girls at 1pm dhoby ghaut station, after that we went to the cathay to watch shopaholic.. its so funny.. Overall, nice show. hahas.. after that we headed to town, went to heeren &takashimaya. Nothings suitable for us. So we decided to go fareast.. shop &shop, tired lo.. den we headed to chai chee to have our crab. after that went to fara hse and chill.. after that headed home.. lucky her home near my hse.. hahas.. Will upload photo next day.. =)

13th april 09
work again today.. lucky tmr i off.. hehes.. tmr going out wit ayu &fara.. Hahas.. before meeting them.. im going my cousin salon to trim my hair.. Donno what to do wit my hair le la.. hahas.. friday off again.. think meeting dar to eat dinner.. Suddenly one day din see him feel so weird hahas..


12th april 09
today work lo.. quite busy today.. after that dar came down to fetch me.. &we took bus home tgt.. hahas.. talk non stop wit him in the bus man.. after that when reaching soon.. I fell asleep.. =)


11th april 09
still wit dar.. have our breakfast.. Play game again.. Play until evening.. eat dinner lo.. hahas.. after that went to dar hse lo.. watch tv.. Ard 9plus dar send me home.. Bcos the next day got to work.. yawn..


10th april 09
wit dar whole day.. Went to chinatown to buy ticket for genting.. After that headed to suntec to shop, went to marina square after that. i feel so hungry then ask dar to eat sakae.. then go walk again.. 6plus go back chalet.. ard 9plus.. Im hungry again.. hahas.. hmms.. but i don wanna eat anythings lo.. hahas.. After that play wit dar until 3am go sleep.. Hahas.. Tired..

i still love u the most.. &i know you still love me the most.. =) hope you don disappoint me again.. =)

what is trust? i really donno.. how am i going to trust u if ur attitude towards me is still the same? Im very tired of you, you noe? When will u be the same back again? when when when? Im going mad soon.. you are so selfish thinking! everytime u said u stress stress stress.. I noe u stress.. But i alrdy give in, im those who don say sorry alrdy say sorry to you.. you still like very ya ya papaya lidat.. What is this? i try to think things positive.. But ur every move make me think negative! i cant stand anymore.. i don wanna give up like this.. You are 25years old.. Shld'nt do this kind of things to torture me! U're torturing me!!

well.. im here to post.. Hahas.. =)

alot of things happen this few days.. Most of them is unhappy things.. The only happy things is, my pay day come lo! =)
I donno why u changed so suddenly.. call u din pick up.. maybe u're sleeping, but most of the times i called u when u're sleeping, u'll pick up.. This few days really change alot..

Ya.. Maybe some of u will laugh at me bcos u always see im in the most sweet smile when talking about my bf &me.. But this time, i donno how to smile when talking about us.. My heart sank.. =( i really donno what happen.. isit 3years of relationship le.. like plain water le.. Must stop here le? I donno..

you make me noe what's happiness is.
you make me noe what's the feeling of hurt.
you make me noe what's the meaning of love is.
&you make me cry the most.



once you called, you showed me ur those bad temper. This is not what i want.

working at there is really fun.. But must work wit the person i like lar.. Hahas.. Well well.. My dear girls.. Lets trust ourselves.. Don trust others too much yeah.. :)

Im back!! hahas.. =)

im busy working.. haishh.. =(

well well.. my blog is like rotting.. hahahas.. hmms.. busy working.. having lotsa fun at work!! yeah~~!! asnd lastly.. im really very 'xin fu'....

sometimes its good to have you around..

but sometimes you really make me so heartpain.

well well well.. things have changed! really don't know what to do and what to think.. your thinking is selfish?! i don't know.. i just know that im tired if you continue like this...

later still need to go for a company function.. eeyer, waste my time only.. its my off day cant even rest home! wasted!!




虽然是简单的形容
虽然是重复的动作
因为有你 让一切都变成不平凡
好想缝合你我手心 就这样牵住放不开
有你陪伴 呼吸着有你的空气 就是幸福

6Th November 2008

Its my bird day, finally I'm 18yrs old. Din really celebrate. spend my bird day with my boy. =) all my colleagues &friends gave me present which i really like it alot. =) bro gave me a present also. Its not cheap la.. hahas.. well well, but after eating with my boy, headed to his hse, we quarrelled. Forget it, this is the worst day of my life!

7Th November 2008

stay at home the whole day as my boy is studying for exam, i was watching TV the whole day. yawning &so bored. and think until tomorrow have to work more tiring. no work no money. haish.. life is like that. =(

8th &9th November 2008

today at work is damn slack la.. work with fara, so fun.. we shop around buy this &that to eat.. although both of us is quite sick.. hhahas.. sometimes the aunty really irritate me.. arrghh.. =)

10th November 2008

woke up 6.30am today, meet fara at admiratly mrt station at 7.35am.. after that headed dwn to vivo for a meeting, &im not feeling well, &the meeting makes me want to sleep so much! finish meeting, open shop &i already feel like going home, after tell michelle that im going home to see doc, after that i took cab home & see doctor, doctor gave me a 2days MC to rest home.. =) so i sleep whole day &have no appetite.. &bf overtime as he have lotsa things to do in office.. i hope he finish his degree soon lar! hahas

11th November 2008

woke up 10.20am today, eat bread and took my medicine. mother bought me breakfast but i have no appetite.. after that sleep again.. wake up den i play computer.. still haven eat dinner at the time of 8pm.. =( bf went to national library to see book and study for his exam.. after that he went yishun to buy PS3 games to play, so i can play with him tmr. =) loves la.. so tired now, think i stopped blogging lo.. eyes also tired le.. =) miss my bf.

i wont change anythings.
you're still my love.


我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得.
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了.

sad
hurt
lonely

my tears still drop.



added a old songs..
'关怀方式'

If I swam the longest river just to call your name

If I said the way I feel for you would never change

Would you ever fool around?

Well, I'm sorry if it sounds kind of sad

It's just that I'm worry, yes I'm worry

That you'll let me down

Because I love you

I love you, love you

So don't let me down

meeting bf later.. gg BBQ.. =)) hmms.. im so so tired of working lar.. hahas.. still got to pack my bag later for the BBQ.. hahas.. but its raining.. pray not rain during the night.. =) so far, things goes very well for me.. so i think nothins to worry lar.. =)

well well.. first time let other ppl lidat say me! you den go to hell larh! assHOLE!! and i hope you'll die asap.. =)) hmms.. gotta prepare myself soon.. gotta pack my bag too.. cough cough quite sick also.. =)




birthday coming soon! YEAH!! ;)

LOVE THIS SONGS!

I'm a new soul,

I came to this strange world,

Hoping I could learn a bit about how to give and take.

But since I came here,

Felt the joy and the fear,

Finding myself making every possible mistake.

La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...

La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...

I'm a young soul,In this very strange world,

Hoping I could learn a bit about what is true and fake.

But why all this hate?

Try to communicate.

Finding trust and love is not always easy to make.

La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...

La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...

This is a happy end,

'Cause you don't understand,

Everything you have done.

Why's everything so wrong?

This is a happy end,

Come and give me your hand,

I'll take your far away.

I'm a new soul,

I came to this strange world,

Hoping I could learn a bit about how to give and take.

But since I came here,Felt the joy and the fear,

Finding myself making every possible mistake.

The new soul,In this very strange world,

Possible mistakes, possible mistakes,

Every possible mistakes,

Mistakes, mistakes, mistakes,

Mistakes.yo

YEAH! dar bought me N95 le.. cost him $920.. love him lar! whahas.. thanks lar.. hmms.. im sick.. =( cough and cough.. haish.. finally today im off and rest at home.. =) that idiot today OT! so not meeting him.. satur den meet bar.. now is 12pm.. he shld have lunch break but still din reply me.. im wondering is there anythins wrong with him? =p i've watch the house bunny, its so funny! whahas

hmms.. tired tired tired.. james bought me a agnes b bag for my bdae.. its an early bdae present.. but i like it alot.. hahas.. thanks mr james!!


GONE-




what should i do?
feel very miserable!!!