♥ PS: I LOVE YOU.

2009-05-01T12:43:00.002+08:00

1st may 2009
tmr is mummy birthday.. and im working.. :( sad things.. but my bro is cooking for her.. =) will 'chiong' home after i finished work.. =) Hmms.. Today woke up late.. and faster prepare myself and cabbed down to work.. hahas.. =)

30th april 2009
Meet dar at cwp after his work.. have dinner at sakae sushi &we walk ard to shop for things for our genting trip.. but then don have the things i want.. but dar bought top for his work.. and i choose for him lo.. =) after that went to catch a movie.. friday the 13th.. its not scary but its disgusting.. especially when 'jason' killed them.. but i don really like the show lar.. hahas.. =p

2009-04-29T15:06:00.002+08:00

been so tiring this few days.. not enuf sleep.. but when i think of im going genting wit loves soon.. im awake.. cant wait till the day come.. =)

Wanted to catch a movie wit dar.. friday 13th.. i wanna watch it so much.. hopefully tmr can watch as im off tmr.. =) If not got to wait until sunday again.. :(

2009-04-18T13:11:00.002+08:00

17 april 2009
woke up at 11am.. play wit yingying the whole day.. she's so cute.. =) hmms.. after that waiting for dar finish work &we meet 8plus at yishun to watch the movie handsome suit.. after watching went home.. =) this month i've watch unborn, confession of a shopaholic &handsome suit. the show i like the most so far is shopaholic.. hahas.. its funny.. =)

2009-04-16T15:52:00.002+08:00

hmms.. Tmr finally is my off day.. hahas.. off again.. hahas.. meeting dar after his work to catch a movie again.. hahas.. this month i watched 3 movie le.. Hahas.. today working wit fara.. So fun.. hahas.. hmms.. back to work lo.. Update tmr.. =)

2009-04-15T13:24:00.001+08:00

14th april 2009
went to cousin salon at 12pm.. meeting the girls at 1pm dhoby ghaut station, after that we went to the cathay to watch shopaholic.. its so funny.. Overall, nice show. hahas.. after that we headed to town, went to heeren &takashimaya. Nothings suitable for us. So we decided to go fareast.. shop &shop, tired lo.. den we headed to chai chee to have our crab. after that went to fara hse and chill.. after that headed home.. lucky her home near my hse.. hahas.. Will upload photo next day.. =)

2009-04-13T14:36:00.002+08:00

13th april 09
work again today.. lucky tmr i off.. hehes.. tmr going out wit ayu &fara.. Hahas.. before meeting them.. im going my cousin salon to trim my hair.. Donno what to do wit my hair le la.. hahas.. friday off again.. think meeting dar to eat dinner.. Suddenly one day din see him feel so weird hahas..

12th april 09
today work lo.. quite busy today.. after that dar came down to fetch me.. &we took bus home tgt.. hahas.. talk non stop wit him in the bus man.. after that when reaching soon.. I fell asleep.. =)

11th april 09
still wit dar.. have our breakfast.. Play game again.. Play until evening.. eat dinner lo.. hahas.. after that went to dar hse lo.. watch tv.. Ard 9plus dar send me home.. Bcos the next day got to work.. yawn..

10th april 09
wit dar whole day.. Went to chinatown to buy ticket for genting.. After that headed to suntec to shop, went to marina square after that. i feel so hungry then ask dar to eat sakae.. then go walk again.. 6plus go back chalet.. ard 9plus.. Im hungry again.. hahas.. hmms.. but i don wanna eat anythings lo.. hahas.. After that play wit dar until 3am go sleep.. Hahas.. Tired..

2009-04-08T11:52:00.001+08:00

i still love u the most.. &i know you still love me the most.. =) hope you don disappoint me again.. =)

2009-04-04T16:19:00.002+08:00

what is trust? i really donno.. how am i going to trust u if ur attitude towards me is still the same? Im very tired of you, you noe? When will u be the same back again? when when when? Im going mad soon.. you are so selfish thinking! everytime u said u stress stress stress.. I noe u stress.. But i alrdy give in, im those who don say sorry alrdy say sorry to you.. you still like very ya ya papaya lidat.. What is this? i try to think things positive.. But ur every move make me think negative! i cant stand anymore.. i don wanna give up like this.. You are 25years old.. Shld'nt do this kind of things to torture me! U're torturing me!!

2009-04-01T19:47:00.001+08:00

well.. im here to post.. Hahas.. =)

alot of things happen this few days.. Most of them is unhappy things.. The only happy things is, my pay day come lo! =)
I donno why u changed so suddenly.. call u din pick up.. maybe u're sleeping, but most of the times i called u when u're sleeping, u'll pick up.. This few days really change alot..

Ya.. Maybe some of u will laugh at me bcos u always see im in the most sweet smile when talking about my bf &me.. But this time, i donno how to smile when talking about us.. My heart sank.. =( i really donno what happen.. isit 3years of relationship le.. like plain water le.. Must stop here le? I donno..

you make me noe what's happiness is.
you make me noe what's the feeling of hurt.
you make me noe what's the meaning of love is.
&you make me cry the most.

once you called, you showed me ur those bad temper. This is not what i want.

2009-03-26T14:34:00.002+08:00

working at there is really fun.. But must work wit the person i like lar.. Hahas.. Well well.. My dear girls.. Lets trust ourselves.. Don trust others too much yeah.. :)

2009-03-23T13:00:00.005+08:00

Im back!! hahas.. =)

im busy working.. haishh.. =(

2009-02-11T14:53:00.005+08:00

2009-02-11T14:51:00.003+08:00

well well.. my blog is like rotting.. hahahas.. hmms.. busy working.. having lotsa fun at work!! yeah~~!! asnd lastly.. im really very 'xin fu'....

2009-01-12T10:56:00.001+08:00

sometimes its good to have you around..

but sometimes you really make me so heartpain.

2008-12-15T10:50:00.005+08:00

well well well.. things have changed! really don't know what to do and what to think.. your thinking is selfish?! i don't know.. i just know that im tired if you continue like this...

later still need to go for a company function.. eeyer, waste my time only.. its my off day cant even rest home! wasted!!

虽然是简单的形容
虽然是重复的动作
因为有你让一切都变成不平凡
好想缝合你我手心就这样牵住放不开
有你陪伴呼吸着有你的空气就是幸福

2008-11-11T11:01:00.009+08:00

6Th November 2008

Its my bird day, finally I'm 18yrs old. Din really celebrate. spend my bird day with my boy. =) all my colleagues &friends gave me present which i really like it alot. =) bro gave me a present also. Its not cheap la.. hahas.. well well, but after eating with my boy, headed to his hse, we quarrelled. Forget it, this is the worst day of my life!

7Th November 2008

stay at home the whole day as my boy is studying for exam, i was watching TV the whole day. yawning &so bored. and think until tomorrow have to work more tiring. no work no money. haish.. life is like that. =(

8th &9th November 2008

today at work is damn slack la.. work with fara, so fun.. we shop around buy this &that to eat.. although both of us is quite sick.. hhahas.. sometimes the aunty really irritate me.. arrghh.. =)

10th November 2008

woke up 6.30am today, meet fara at admiratly mrt station at 7.35am.. after that headed dwn to vivo for a meeting, &im not feeling well, &the meeting makes me want to sleep so much! finish meeting, open shop &i already feel like going home, after tell michelle that im going home to see doc, after that i took cab home & see doctor, doctor gave me a 2days MC to rest home.. =) so i sleep whole day &have no appetite.. &bf overtime as he have lotsa things to do in office.. i hope he finish his degree soon lar! hahas

11th November 2008

woke up 10.20am today, eat bread and took my medicine. mother bought me breakfast but i have no appetite.. after that sleep again.. wake up den i play computer.. still haven eat dinner at the time of 8pm.. =( bf went to national library to see book and study for his exam.. after that he went yishun to buy PS3 games to play, so i can play with him tmr. =) loves la.. so tired now, think i stopped blogging lo.. eyes also tired le.. =) miss my bf.

2008-11-03T11:32:00.008+08:00

i wont change anythings.
you're still my love.

我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得.
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了.

sad
hurt
lonely

my tears still drop.

added a old songs..
'关怀方式'

If I swam the longest river just to call your name

If I said the way I feel for you would never change

Would you ever fool around?

Well, I'm sorry if it sounds kind of sad

It's just that I'm worry, yes I'm worry

That you'll let me down

Because I love you

I love you, love you

So don't let me down

2008-10-24T10:46:00.004+08:00

meeting bf later.. gg BBQ.. =)) hmms.. im so so tired of working lar.. hahas.. still got to pack my bag later for the BBQ.. hahas.. but its raining.. pray not rain during the night.. =) so far, things goes very well for me.. so i think nothins to worry lar.. =)

well well.. first time let other ppl lidat say me! you den go to hell larh! assHOLE!! and i hope you'll die asap.. =)) hmms.. gotta prepare myself soon.. gotta pack my bag too.. cough cough quite sick also.. =)

birthday coming soon! YEAH!! ;)

2008-10-22T14:58:00.003+08:00

LOVE THIS SONGS!

New Soul - Yael Naïm

I'm a new soul,

I came to this strange world,

Hoping I could learn a bit about how to give and take.

But since I came here,

Felt the joy and the fear,

Finding myself making every possible mistake.

La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...

I'm a young soul,In this very strange world,

Hoping I could learn a bit about what is true and fake.

But why all this hate?

Try to communicate.

Finding trust and love is not always easy to make.

La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...

This is a happy end,

'Cause you don't understand,

Everything you have done.

Why's everything so wrong?

This is a happy end,

Come and give me your hand,

I'll take your far away.

I'm a new soul,

I came to this strange world,

Hoping I could learn a bit about how to give and take.

But since I came here,Felt the joy and the fear,

Finding myself making every possible mistake.

The new soul,In this very strange world,

Possible mistakes, possible mistakes,

Every possible mistakes,

Mistakes, mistakes, mistakes,

Mistakes.yo

2008-10-22T12:45:00.005+08:00

YEAH! dar bought me N95 le.. cost him $920.. love him lar! whahas.. thanks lar.. hmms.. im sick.. =( cough and cough.. haish.. finally today im off and rest at home.. =) that idiot today OT! so not meeting him.. satur den meet bar.. now is 12pm.. he shld have lunch break but still din reply me.. im wondering is there anythins wrong with him? =p i've watch the house bunny, its so funny! whahas

hmms.. tired tired tired.. james bought me a agnes b bag for my bdae.. its an early bdae present.. but i like it alot.. hahas.. thanks mr james!!

GONE-

what should i do?
feel very miserable!!!

2008-10-13T19:46:00.004+08:00

hmms.. so far work still okay for me, jus that the working hour make me very tired.. hahas.. have so much fun with work ppl.. but very very very tiring.. hahas.. hmms.. me &bf now meet not so often, only when he's free den send me home.. =)) lidat im happy lo.. hahas.. well well.. tired to blog more le.. hahas.. &bf is getting me a N95 phone!! soo happy!! loves!! ;)

2008-09-29T19:13:00.011+08:00

ytd after work rush down to watch the F1 with Fara, we get to see the real thing!!! the sound is real loud, and the car was big.. we were so happy &took some of the photos.. hahas.. &when we wanted to took the picture of the car, the car gone. LOLS.. &we wanted to video it dwn, the race end. we are so ''lucky'' yea.. lols..
but we are happy to see the car &hear the sound.. hahas.. after that when we wanted to go home,
we cant even walk bcos too crowded.. hahas.. &after that we sat dwn awhile planning for this sunday thingy(secret).. =)) ard 11plus took train home.. so tired.. rummmb.. although Ferrari did not well, but its not driver fault oso.. =) Renault oso good..
overall, good race.

tmr working again, going bck to HQ to count stocks.. meeting Della 8.30am at tpy..
hope she wont be late.. =))

whenever i i close my eyes, i will think until somethings bad.. i dont know why.. this is like a
nightmare to me.. i wont think this kind of stuffs when u're with me.. maybe bcos when u're not with me i cant see the things you do &i dont trust you that much? 2yrs 4mths.. i donno is i know ur character le or still dont know. =(
i know sometimes i love to dig the past but when i say for few mins den i ok liao.. i feel so f*** tup if i din say.. &u're actually a good liar.. evrytime i want to believe u.. i kena bluff by u again.. so i really need sometimes to trust u again.. hope by 2008, i will start all over again. =))

I WANT TO WATCH THIS SHOW!

my love,
my boyfriend,
my everything.
though there are quarrels and arguements,
i've never love you any lesser.

my attitude to you is damn shit why u still love me?

2008-09-25T15:16:00.003+08:00

well.. so far this job still ok.. relax.. hahas.. hmms.. just that not so much times spend with my loves one.. hahas.. hmms.. but later meeting him!! =)

yeahh!! im getting my agnes b bag next week!! whhahahas..!! SO HAPPY.. waited for so long!! woohooss.. hahas.. aiyoh.. hand cramp sia.. too happy liao.. whahas..

hmms.. wondering if one day i live w/o you.. think i go die if dont hab you.. whahas..
iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou!!

go prepare to meet MR KELVIN CHEN, MY BOYFRIEND!!
=))))

2008-09-10T22:44:00.005+08:00

tmr gotta wake up early &went for work, well i gotta say that its so boring &tiring as their working hours is bit long. hahas. hmms.. fri will station at RC for 1day, meeting james for dinner &maybe after that can go home tgt also? hahas.. satur &sunday think dar is coming to fetch from work barhs? =p
&meet my cousin to cwp to buy my shoes. hahas. not nice but comfortable, suitable for my work. =)

i miss him alot! hmms.. dar is gg to get me a camera &he ask me to give him model number &brand. i want Sony Cybershot T300, red colour. it got the stylus to write &design the picture. =) cant wait to see it. hahas.

was very angry with some of them, disturbing non-stop. well, i shld says, you are free doesn't mean i free, if u're free go think how to be more mature, or go look at mirror &take a look at urself!! you shld know who i am refering to! =)

well well well, will be planning to save money to study, surprise eh? hahas.. i really have think of studying lar, but depends on study what. =)

im headache now, haish. think tonight got to off bed early &prepare for tmr work. goodluck to me.
goodnight! ;)

2008-09-10T15:42:00.003+08:00

songs from me to you.

You're always on my mind All day just all the time

You're everything to me Brightest star to let me see

You touch me in my dreams We kiss in every scene

I pray to be with you through rain and shiny days

I'll love you till I die Deep as sea Wide as sky

The beauty of our love paints rainbows

Everywhere we go Need you all my life

You're my hope You're my pride

In your arms I find my heaven

In your eyes my sea and sky

May life our love paradise

2008-09-10T12:18:00.004+08:00

08/09/2008

start working again.. very sians.. got reason de lar.. haish..
no mood.. do evrythings also sians.. i hate it!! if one day i dont need to work.. enjoy
my life with dar.. think i will happy until like ah siaos!! maybe im dreaming??
my off days, ur work days. ur off days, my work days.. no longer like the past we are
spending our time.. =(

i really miss the times we spending happily tgt..
lets meet up soon.

add one thai songs by joey boy.. =)

2008-08-26T15:17:00.004+08:00

hmms.. add some songs to my blog again.. hahas.. this friday i want to watch the movie 4bia!! my bro said it was quite scary.. especially the last part.. hahas.. this make me want to watch it so much!! hahas.. hmms.. next month which is sept.. going genting with my boy and his parents.. but still not confirm the date.. hahas.. hmms.. long time dint update recent photos lo.. as im very very lazy!! hahas.. im so so tired!! f***ing piss off now.. neighbour upstairs was drilling things.. its been hours liao lor.. im really fed up!!

2008-08-26T15:05:00.003+08:00

Yesterday by Leona Lewis

I just can't believe you're gone,

Still waiting for morning to come,

When I see if the sun will rise,

In the way that you're by my side,

oooo... Where we had so much in store

Tell me what is it all reaching for

When we're through building memories

I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made

They can take the music that we'll never play

All the broken dreams, take everything

Just take it away

But they can never have yesterday

They can take the future that we'll never know

They can take the places that we said we will go

All the broken dreams, take everythingJust take it away,

But they can never have yesterday

You always choose to stayI should be thankful for everyday

Heaven knows what the future holds

Or least where the story goes,

I never believed until now

I know I'll see you again, I'm sure

No, it's not selfish to ask for more

One more night one more day

One more smile on your face

But they can't take yesterday

I thought our days would last forever (But it wasn't our destiny)

Coz in my mind we had so much time, but i was so wrong

No, I can believe me

I can still find the strengh in the moments we made

I'm looking back on yesterday

2008-08-26T12:05:00.006+08:00

23rd August 2008

last few days meet my boy.. after that went to his hse &play game.. hahas.. its so fun lor.. after that chatted with his bro awhile.. ard 2.30am.. i tell baby that im hungry and i want to eat egg!! hahas.. den he go make half boiled egg for me.. thier egg is so diff from ours lor.. their egg is so big!! lols.. hmms.. after that i told baby that i want this &that.. hahas.. den he say ok ok!! i think he alrdy want to sleep.. cos 2.30am liao.. after that back to his room to play game again.. hahas.. play until 4.30am.. then i go home liao.. whahas..

im really into LEONA LEWIS songs!!

2008-08-20T16:05:00.009+08:00

CADY IS SO CUTE!!!
HAHAHAS

hmms.. im so tiring.. stay home whole day also so tried.. hahas.. i miss my baby so much.. think this friday or saturday then will be meeting him.. hahas.. hmms.. im happy that we been tgt for 2years 2months 3days.. hahas.. im really scared that if one day im living without him.. i treasure my loves ones now before i regret when i lost them.. =)

recently, im listening to english songs.. hahas.. dont know what happen to me also.. hahas.. james said i only listen to oldies.. hahas.. some of the new songs i dont like so i still prefer listening to old songs.. whahas.. hmms.. i want to ask baby to rent dvd to let me watch Dawn Of The Dead.. i want to watch it so much.. its a horror movie.. scary but nice.. =) if baby with me, think i not so scared cos he will protect me!! WHAHAHAS..

im stuck at home watching olympic.. hahas.. gymnastics, swimming, weight lifting &track and field is my favourites.. hahas.. i have reason watching the weight lifting.. only baby &i know whats the reason.. hahas..

Money Not Enough 2 is a touching stories.. went to watch with baby last 2weeks i think.. my tears almost blast out.. hahas.. but i still bear it.. hahas.. hmms.. bcos of this movie and i start listening to this songs again.. '一百万'.. hahas.. but i like 红毛派 sing de.. hahas.. but i found some funny videos.. hahas.. can go have a look.. =)

you can click on this websites see this first.. titanic in hokkien.. hahas..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qEHS6GhJk2M&feature=related

千里之外 (欠你十块)

Traffic Message in Hokkien

赶羚羊草枝摆 (Part 1)

赶羚羊草枝摆 (Part 2)

ilovethem 红毛派 - 一百万 its not clear, so not so nice.

2008-08-20T13:22:00.003+08:00

Mariah Carey - Bye Bye
This is for my people who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"But when we talked too
All them grown folk things Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
[Chorus:] I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
[Chorus](bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])Bye bye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
[Chorus]

2008-08-19T16:12:00.005+08:00

well, i have to make things clear here.. im not dating with sky,

&pls open ur eyes!! i got bf!! THOSE WHO ASK & SAID IT, ARE YOU BLIND?

if next time you ppl have bf/gf, see you will dare to ask this kind of qns..

if u ppl love to break ppl r/s.. continue doing it.. cos u will have REVENGE!! &if we trust each other

alot.. you cant break us up.. dont waste ur time doing this kind of stuff.. its so childish..

dont u feel shame when u give a wrong info? & friends who like to bad mouth me.. stand infront me & say me if you really dont like me.. how old alrdy? still like to bad mouth ppl.. now i know you all this kind of friends love to bad mouth ppl.. love to gossip.. u all are no difference with those market aunties.. WHAHAHAS!!! pls act like ur age!!

2008-08-19T12:56:00.010+08:00

i miss my boy.. hahas.. 8days din meet him liao.. hahas..

hmms.. will update some photos later.. hmms.. the photos is last month de..
hahas.. my hair short liao.. feel strange lehs.. lols.. =)

im happy we are still loving. =))

2008-08-18T13:36:00.002+08:00

Hello.. im back with blogging!! whahas.. its been time since i last update.. whahas..
im happy with what i have now.. i've cut my hair short.. LOLS.. and really happy now!!

ILOVEMYBOY!
170606

2008-05-26T18:07:00.002+08:00

START TO LOVE THIS SONGS LO!! LOLS!

2008-05-26T15:16:00.009+08:00

bla bla bla.. i feel so boring now.. yawn yawn.. he's busy with his work.. din reply me.. sians.. lols.. got a beautiful dream!!

how i wish i can really stay in that dream forever!! whahahas..

my boy ilu!

look at the guneas pig at my home.. so cute of them!!

04. 爱来过 - S.H.E

2008-05-24T21:13:00.004+08:00

YEAHH!! IM LOVE AGAIN!!

吴: 还有些想逃虽然有预感应该逃不了

葉: 爱或不爱都一样苦恼花不够灿烂我不要

吴: 我能给你多少

葉: 还要为你变得多计较

合: 为何渴望燃烧又害怕拥抱

葉: 许多话欲言又止我知道我很渺小

吴: 放在我心里推敲意荡神摇

合: 就算花开季节你在远方暗香依然

葉: 我流的泪你怎么还青春

合: 那么短不想也想将忘难忘

吴: 我该把你合: 怎么办

葉: 花海中

合: 灯火阑珊迷惘思念抛向何方

2008-05-21T23:15:00.006+08:00

nothins gonna be good...

2008-05-14T13:44:00.006+08:00

im so boring, he's working now, he's so busy!! yawns..
falling pedals..

2008-05-14T13:42:00.004+08:00

Yi love my boy!

2008-05-13T15:51:00.006+08:00

闭上眼睛忍住呼吸

暂时要和世界脱离

就快要学会不再想你

却听见不断跳动的心

我允许了

你让爱的自由还给你

我允许了

自己承受这悲伤到天明

我不愿放弃却要故意默默允许

我答应自己爱你的心绝口不提

总是以为终究化作云淡风轻

爱你到底

痛了自己

我不愿放弃却要故意默默允许

我答应自己爱你的心绝口不提

所有结局在这夜里都已成形

爱到了底

痛的是我的真心

2008-05-13T13:54:00.010+08:00

liars are all around. what a scary world. im really heartbroken. why why why.. i tot evrythings will be fine. i started to trust him& now there's somethins happen. im not stupid!! i really dunnoe what to do. evrytime when i start to change to bcum betta, things will goes wrong. i dont know why? really dunno wad to do anymore.. who can teach me? who can help me? this is worst den the past!! i dont know. i really dont know what to do anymore.

='(

心里难过得说不出口.

2008-04-25T12:23:00.002+08:00

bored bored bored!!

2008-04-20T18:00:00.003+08:00

ytd was my last day at fossil, received lots of present larhs.. thanks to them! hahas.. hmms.. will miss there de..
ytd reached home ard 4am.. hab so much fun singing there.. woohoos~~
and b&me was doin good now again.. bit lazy to blog.. hahas..

2008-04-15T21:20:00.004+08:00

today ish his first day of school at kaplan. hope everythings go well for him. im bored till death so i decided to update my bloggy.. =) we din meet for 9days if im not wrong, we din chat on phone much as well. too many things happen between two of us.. im not sure bcos of what oso.. too many ppl ask me what happen to miehs as i was always day dreaming at work.. cos im not tat kind of person usually.. even at home i can stunt at one corner.. wth! now i noe tat a person can change bad ish very easy, less then 1hr can change le.. change good, HAHAS!! hmms.. i really nothins to say to him anymore, cold towards him, this does'nt mean i don love him. ish i really donno wanna hate him or im really too stupid love him so much cos ofhis attitude towards miehs this few weeks! he change to seems like there's another bitch ard.. &evrytime before i sleep.. i mus use tears to wash my face first. morning went to work, oso tears in my eyes.. what ish this? im gg crazy? i really buay tahan le..

2008-04-09T09:10:00.002+08:00

im very fuck tup now.. work place like shit lidat.. so many things.. really very tired.. now i left with nothins..

i only left with *YOU now.. so u mus spend ur time with miehs!! cannot leave miehs alone.. i've told u before i dun

wanna be alone.. i need ppl to acc miehs to go evrywhr.. so far u're the one who acc miehs to go everywhere, fetching

miehs up&down.. too many things happen.. i cant take it..

2008-04-08T17:56:00.003+08:00

I DONT WANT TO BECUM THIS WAY,
I DONT WISH EVERYTHINGS TO BECUM LIKE THIS.
BUT NO CHOICE.

IF I DONT LET GO, U'RE THE ONE WHO SUFFER MOST.

2008-04-08T11:14:00.003+08:00

i think i really need to cope up with it.. feel very lonely.. im sick & not even a concern word and he said again.. wt*!!

hmms.. he work part-time study in e night.. & wad bout miehs? wait until when he's free.. but i noe wad will happen soon.. so i hope it wont happen larhs.. hmms.. i noe tat carrer&degree for u ish important.. before u make this decision.. i hope we can put dwn this r/s first.. i don wann to suffer like this.. ur schedule ish full full full full liaos.. we hab no much time left to spent tgt like this.. i tried to bare with it le.. but.. .. .. nbermind.. tat's why i said i mus cope with it first..!! i dream of so many things in one night!! all cos of u!! i wont say out..!! if u really did think for miehs before.. i&u wont bcum lidat.. =(

2008-04-03T22:56:00.001+08:00

IM SORRY B!!

2008-03-29T12:58:00.001+08:00

17days left.

2008-03-28T11:23:00.001+08:00

TROUBLED!

2008-03-20T13:46:00.003+08:00

20/o3/o8

today ish my off day.. whahas.. so tempted to go b hse to play his ps3 games.. whahas... but not feeling real well..

so i stayed home.. whahas.. and my mummy non-stop talkng to miehs and i feel a lil irrate... lols.. hmms.. im leavin

fossil soon.. really enjoy working there larhs.. can consider gg back to work if i can!! whahas.. stop here le.. whahas..

2008-03-20T13:42:00.003+08:00

19/O3/O8

my head was damn pain this morning lorhs.. cos ytd din slept well cos of the beer! whahas..
really fun ytd.. hmms.. today i and mavis break time din ate anythings cos my ousel was really pain..
afterwork go meet my family to hab dinner. after tat headed back home!! i was so tired!!
but lucky im off tmr! whahahas.. i miss b larhs.. whahahs.. but tmr im not meeting him.. i wanna stay home rest!!

2008-03-20T13:26:00.006+08:00

FOSSIL LOVES

18/o3/o8 tuesday

was gg to company dinner at ah yat restuarant, allson hotel. its so fun larhs.. hahas.. lenus made

miehs drink 3 tiger beers and i finshed it, lucky im not drunk as the next day i was working morning.. whahas..

sing songs, play, lucky draw!! im so heng tat i got a armani watch tat cost $438 lorhs.. lols.. ate many things as well..

and got to vote for mr and miss fossil, talkative and eyes popping. lols.. got photos to let u see!!

ANDY & LENUS. MR AND MISS FOSSIL!!

FRANCIS & RINA. MR AND MISS TALKATIVE!!

2008-03-14T10:30:00.003+08:00

im really nervous now.. hahas.. cos im gg for an interview later.. hmms.. bro and his gf bought one pants for miehs..!! hahas.. so i'll be wearing tat pants for interview later.. whahas.. hmms.. den actually.. dar will be comin over to my hse and buy miehs breakfast but.. i called him.. he overslept le.. forget it den.. so i ask my mum to bought for miehs.. i scared later the person interview miehs i dunno wad to say! hahas.. die die die!! lols.. nothins to worried!! crazy miehs! whahahas.. gtg to prepare!! bye!! goodluck to myself

2008-03-05T11:57:00.003+08:00

i tot evrythins will be over ytd.. but we met up.. and we are still as sweet as the past.. hahas..

and we enjoy our day tgt ytd cos no quarrel evrythings.. he quit his job.. no longer tat stress den he

treat miehs so good lo.. hahas.. overall.. we are back to the past.. so u guys don worry too much!! lols..

maybe meeting michelle on thurs.. dunno oso larhs.. lols..

gtg to work.. sians.. i wanna quit oso.. haiish..

bye!

2008-02-29T11:57:00.001+08:00

因为我能明白

她的温柔

对你是种解脱

就坦白告诉我

谁是你的最爱

其实你很爱她

对我的惩罚

说你没有想她

是可怜我吧

我已没有借口

只能放手

不敢奢求

你说爱我

她很温柔吗

其实你很想她

就说出口吧

我也不想多说

捂住耳朵

不想再次听到你说

你很爱她

2008-02-29T10:53:00.001+08:00

feel so miserable.. =(
hab no more hope in our relationship.. too much things happen..
cant cope wit it.. haish.. don wish to talk much..

2008-02-25T18:15:00.003+08:00

其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意

2008-02-25T11:49:00.003+08:00

this fews days was really tiring and stress..
almost wanna give up on evrythings.. but at last got dar to support miehs..!!
ytd went to bought a DS!! hahas.. im crazy, got psp and DS.. lols.. nbermind.. i got money
can buy ferh myself liaos... lols.. stop here..
im very tired!!

这街上太拥挤太多人有秘密玻璃上有雾气谁被隐藏起过去你脸上的情绪在还原那场雨这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里这日子不再绿又斑驳了几句剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里电影院的座椅隔遥远的距离感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于描述我如何爱你你却微笑的离我而去这感觉已经不对我努力在挽回一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协是我忽略你不过要人陪这感觉已经不对我最后才了解一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

2008-02-18T15:18:00.002+08:00

donno wad's happening oso larhs.. jus feel so fuck-tup!!
work sucks and some of my problems.. i think that there's somethins wrong with miehs..
lols.. donno wad larhs.. evrythins oso not happy.. r/s not happy le..
so many things happen. really donno wad to do.. if die could solve evrythins.. im willing to..
huang yaoming, rest in peace!!

i wanna change my job!! really sucks. i wont say out wad happen at my work place.. unless i really
buay tahan liaos lerhs.. but this time i think i really cannt make it.. i don wann 18yrs old keep working non stop
until i get old.. at least gimme somtime to rest.. if not u'll see miehs tired or work until die!!
don say i din warn u guys!! =)

donno why i feel tat this r/s ish no longer there.. quarrel, no trust, no longer happy. really donno..
his real character all this now den come out.. will we pass this 2oo8?? its a hard qns actually..
let see ....

michelle li xinyi finally has give up evrythings!!!!!!

2008-01-20T18:25:00.000+08:00

I WENT TO JAY CONCERT LE!!! FINALLY!!!
will upload the photo took at the concert soon!! hahas.. finally saw him!! he ish WOW WOW WOW WOW!!!

MY LOVE!

sweet huh?!

2007-12-09T00:38:00.000+08:00

so long din update my blog lo.. hahas.. so busy working this few days and i fall sick.. sians 1/2..
hmms.. meet dar this few days.. he ORD lo.. lols.. finish army.. hahas.. happy ferhh him.. =) he gg work
lo.. dunno wad will happen next.. lols.. maybe i think too much.. whahahas.. stop here lo.. short update only.. =))

2007-10-25T22:51:00.000+08:00

hmms.. blog ish rotting soon.. whahahas.. hmms.. this few days was quite busy with work.. =)
hmms.. evrythings has settle dwn lo.. whahas.. GOOD!! hmms.. boring and tired now.. whahahas..
so feel like gg for a drink.. whahas..

update asap!!

2007-10-09T12:12:00.000+08:00

I LOVES MY BOY.
trust ish what i need from u. =)
as what u've promised, pls keep ur promised.

troubled.
i know im weak, dont just aim my weakness from telling miehs those rubbish!

YFALLING.

2007-10-09T10:48:00.000+08:00

words cant be desribe.. i have many things to worried now.. =(

2007-10-03T09:13:00.000+08:00

finally got my tattoo.. hahas.. so happy.. hmms.. this fri maybe going liq again.. but still not confirm larhs.. whahahas.. hmms.. long time din see my ASS dar.. hahas.. e cant fetch miehs home as he was on MC.. yawn... update soon larhs! hahahas

2007-09-24T00:21:00.000+08:00

hmms.. ytd pauline came dwn and find miehs.. whahas.. she put tattoo ard her neck.. i make appointment on friday lo!!.. hahas.. i put at muhh leg.. =)) hmms.. after work meet dar... den we go heeren meet pauline.. after tat we went to lucky dwen fareast see tattoo.. =) hmms.. den went to orchard point tat side.. and we hab nth to do so i called pauline.. den she ask miehs wanna go club.. i said ok lo.. hahas.. den miehs at dar went down to clark quay.. den pauline and friends came dwn fetch us as we didnt noe how to go.. and reach the place was like.. DUH! small and boring.. cos of the fight cus us cant get in.. arrgghh!! den dar was boring actually.. hahas.. and ard 3+ we went home as i gtg work! hahahas..

as for today.. i worked up at 11.40am.. hahas.. late ferh work larhs.. hahas.. hmms.. was damn tired lorhs.. hahahas.. and dar went to camp lo.. hahas.. sian larhs!! arrghh!! miss yea!!

2007-09-21T12:39:00.000+08:00

hmms.. everythings ish back.. whahahas.. and jus tat still little little little wrong with him.. whahahas.. but dunno whr.. lols.. and im very boring now.. dunno wad to do.. hahas.. aiyah.. nth says lerhs.. cos no more problems.. update soon!! bye~~

2007-09-20T08:46:00.000+08:00

im tired le.. haish.. wad shld i do larhs!! arrgghh.. work got problems.. family makes miehs troubled. r/s is tiring.. i hab told myself not to think.. not to suspect him.. but i failed.. lols.. ytd.. he gave miehs his msn password.. and its not a girl name larhs! hahas.. hmms.. but dunno ish he changed it or wad larhs.. hahas.. tmr ishh muhh off day.. yeahh!! but i will be staying home.. =) things gonna happen sooner or later.. i hab alrdy prepare for the worst.. i think i will be gg MIA again.. =)

2007-09-19T21:05:00.000+08:00

hmms.. somebody said to miehs, 'if nobody wants miehs, he want.' sweet huh? hahas.. but too bad, im always will have ppl wan larhs.. WHAHAHAHAS.. hmms.. miehs and him ish back to normal just that not so happy lerhs larhs.. hahas.. hmms.. he cooked again. whahas.. today wann was ........ aiyah.. ytd wann was better den today wann.. hahas.. so u shld noe today dinner was... awww... =ppPpp.. hmms.. but very full larhs and make miehs so feel like shitting man!! lols.. this few days keep sleep late.. wth im doin man.. hhahas.. hmms.. i realise tat single life might be better larhs maybe jus tat no one care for u anymore.. =pPpPp.. friends will not hurt each other and wont like saying 'u cant go here and there'.. =) but i always stop him from gg evrywhr.. whahahas.. but nt muhh fault who ask him din give miehs his trust! bleahhs.. gtg.. BYEBYE!!

2007-09-18T20:58:00.000+08:00

hmms.. late for work today.. WHAHAHAS.. woke up at 8.45.. whahas.. late huh? LOLS.. hmms.. saw tomi outside staff entrance.. den we went in tgt.. LOLS.. den receive call from lance.. and he told miehs SKY was at muhh blog doing those thing i dont like.. hmms.. things gonna happen soon again.. =).. maybe tonight theres somethings will happen.. WHAHAHAS.. im at his hse now.. LOL.. and he lying on his fucking bed and when im updating my blog.. whahahas.. ermms.. jus now he made dinner.. and the dinner was ........... LOLs.. aiyah nice larhs.. LOLs.. can pass larhs.. ASK HIM LOGGIN HIS MSN HE DUWAN! arrghh.. was quite du lan actually.. whahahas.. hmms.. think he got something hiding barhs.. and FRIDAY he ish gg to a bbq.. and he told miehs tat ish his campmates wann.. hmms.. think he ish lying as he ish a good liar.. hmms.. nbermind.. =) ANYWAY.. THINGS GONNA CHANGE!!!! =)

2007-09-17T09:01:00.000+08:00

hmms.. chinyi came to find miehs and acc miehs went for break.. hahas.. =) hmms.. miehs and baby ish back! whahas.. fast huh? think he siaos last few weeks larhs.. den make until i oso siaos.. both siao den quarrel until siao.. LOL.. 15 more mins baby going to wake up and which ish im OUT TO WORK. omg! its so tiring.. din hab enuf sleep.. whahahas.. yawn yawn.. tired of working no.. who wanna take care of miehs and let miehs enjoy life? YOU? haish.. so tired larhs.. arrggh.. hmms.. lucky i din end the relationship arhhs.. lols.. almost man!! but evrythings was fine after i received his call.. lols.. and lance was telling miehs 'ren shen da dao li' *YAWN.. lols.. but thanks anyway.. lance ish a good daddy!! hahas.. and his baby was.. awwww.. soo pretty and cute!! hahas.. today ish our 1year3months. =) so slow den 1year3months.. *yawn*.. anywAY!!

YHAPPY 1YEAR 3MONTHS! MWARKS!

2007-09-16T11:38:00.000+08:00

haish.. ytd thanks for lance, sky and eddy for acc miehs.. they gave miehs their shoulders.. thanks for ur hugs!! hahas.. u guys make miehs laugh and try to makeing miehs not to forget. but when i've got up into the car, silence again. i was not talking but thinking many #&%$! .. well.. maybe i should really hear their advice? but i don wanna see that to happened.. 17o6o6 and it will ends at ?????? or it will not ends. im so confused. this relationship cant be kept anymore as things go more and more worst. why mus we make ourself so hard? why im with him he shout and scolded but with other ppl he can smile and laugh? sigh*

maybe this time, im really tired lerhs. bye.

2007-09-16T11:32:00.000+08:00

FALLING APART.

2007-09-14T21:24:00.000+08:00

hmms.. things hab changed.. even his character has changed.. i really donno wad to do with this r/s lerhs.. give up or not? haish.. wanna gib up but ...... haish.. jus so 'fan' larhs.. mummy irrating.. evryone ish so irrating.. even YOU!! rmb that msg store at muhh phonw which says 'i promised not to shout at you, i realise my mistakes.' end up evrythings ish an empty promises.. so don promise miehs things u cant do it.. and don jus act infront of miehs tat u wont watch or wad.. ytd that msg really surprise miehs as i noe u will say not ur fault.. well, i hab nothins to say also. i can only say, the only way to save this r/s ish to SHUT UP! meet lesser. thats all. now i noe friends are real important cos the only one who always stays and nber leave and will not scold u or shout at u no matter what u done wrong, its FRIENDS. i miss them lots! lance and eddy esp!! haish.. forget it.. im left with nothins all bcos of u. and evrytime im the one who entertaining ppl, do u noe hw tired it is... hw sad and unhappy i am. i still entertain ppl. its very tiring. im tired of entertaining ppl. from now on. i will be a diff miehs. BYE!

2007-09-14T21:20:00.000+08:00

THATS WHEN I LOVE YOU.

When you have to look away

When you dont have much to say

Thats when I love you

I love you, just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak

Or see you walk with two left feet

Thats when I love you

I love you, endlessly

And when your mad cuz you lost a game

Forget Im waiting in the rain

Baby i love you,

I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight

You can count "on" me for life

Thats when i love you

When nothing you do can change my mind

The more I learn,

The more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

Thats when I love you,

WhenI love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes

Cause the movie it made you cry

Thats when I love you

I love you a little more each time

And when you cant quite match your clothes

Or when you laugh at your own jokes

Thats when I love you

I love you, more than youll know

And when you forget that we had a date

Or that look that you get when you show up late

Baby I love you, I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight

You can count "on" me for life

Thats when i love you

When nothing you do can change my mind

The more I learn, The more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

Thats when I love you,When I love you no matter what

Thats when I love you

When nothing baby

Nothing you do could change my mind

The more I learn, The more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

Thats when I love you,When I love you no matter what

No matter what

2007-09-11T10:19:00.000+08:00

hmms.. im back.. whahahs.. hmms.. later going work lo.. sians.. bui eh ytd go pluck teeth.. donno shld i laugh or shld i not.. hahas.. cos he 'bo gay'. hahahas.. talk not vlearly, don even know wad he tok arhhs.. whahas.. yawn.. being WAKE UP by a FAT PIG.. hahas.. hmms.. cough cough, dont dare let mummy hear i cough.. confirm kena scolded wann.. lols.. haish.. stop here lerhs barhs.. lazy type lo.. whahahas..

Y170606

2007-08-29T09:52:00.001+08:00

hi! its been time since i last update rites! whwhahas.. i was busying with my work.. stress larhs.. hahas.. seriously quite lots of paper work to do.. muhahahas.. aiyoh.. lazy to update much! SEEYAA.. lols..

DD!! imu!

2007-08-06T13:09:00.000+08:00

well well.. update! hahas.. busy working this few days.. ck tangs work better lorhs.. so many customer.. at isetan work boring like hell man.. whahas.. ermms.. i miss baby lotsa!! haish.. work and work.. but baby got cum find miehs send miehs home.. whahahas.. sweet ehs..!! muhahas.. well well.. i wanna meet PAULINE to gossip tat fuckin passer-by!! whahas.. anyway WE SHLD NOE WHO ISH HER!! whahas.. AND U SHLD BE SEEING OUR BLOG!! muahahas.. U ASSHOLE PASSER-BY! BLUFF OSO DUNNO HW TO BLUFF!!!
hmms.. today MC stay home.. whole body nua nua wann.. whahas.. ermms.. BABY BABY!! imu..
i miss lotsa of ppl man!! especially PAULINE KOH! whwhahas.. LOVES!!

2007-08-03T08:03:00.000+08:00

well.. sry ferh nort updating.. whahas.. busy working at tangs.. ermms.. its a nice job larhs.. whahas.. ermms.. got handsome to see.. whahahas.. ermms.. im beginner not so many things to do.. next time i'll will be like prestine lidat liaos.. oh oh!! whahas.. well well.. later meeting DD!! tmr will be working.. morning shift.. cos prestine change with miehs.. yeahh.. =) thanx her man!! a helpful ppl same as louise larhs.. hahas..
hmms.. i can onl say theres ome bhb bitch still ard!!

2007-07-27T15:48:00.000+08:00

YI BELONGS TO MR DD CHEN!

IM MRS CHEN!

2007-07-27T11:30:00.000+08:00

wth!! i and pauline have receive those ASSHOLES msg.. and we dunch even noe who are they!! ermms.. i have think and think... so far dint offend until ppl lehs.. ASSHOLES!! IF YOU WANT TO TALK OR WHAT! MEET UP AND TALK!! DONT KEEP USING TAGBOX AND SCOLD! well well well.. i can only say im really fucking cb du lan them..!!!

later meeting baby.. next time when im work, less to meet as only sunday i an meet him.. =( somethings have happen to sky.. but oso not sure isit him anot.. cos he went MIA.. lols.. ermms.. ytd actually gg to MOS derhs.. but end up dint go.. whahas.. anw.. its raining nw.. feel bit cold.. so feel like falling asleep.. whahas..

anyway.. jus finsh reading xiaxue blogs.. its amusing!! whahas.. the wars begins.. lols..

http://www.xiaxue.blogspot.com/

2007-07-26T13:44:00.000+08:00

well.. i hab found my job.. working at FOSSIL.. whahas.. selling all branded stuffs.. muhahas.. its a good pay lorhs.. thanks charlene!! whahas.. ermms.. this few days quite many things happen.. and im starting bit lazy to update here.. =pPPp.. anw.. baby was a wonderful bf! love him lots!!

2007-07-24T17:01:00.000+08:00

PLEASE RESPECT MY DECISION!

PLEASE!!

Ymy beautiful memories

2007-07-24T11:26:00.000+08:00

21st july 2oo7!

we were at e2max, cinileisure!

cool huh? its a lan shop and it was like kbox! whahas!!

bro and his gf was playing maple while i was watching tv!!

2007-07-24T10:55:00.000+08:00

hmms.. today morning received lots of calls.. haish.. headache.. i really dont know what to do.. hmms.. i was still waiting ferh those works ppl calls.. yawn.. lols.. hmms.. life ish so boring.. well well well.. ytd chat with baby awhile den i tell him i wanna sleep lerhs.. budden end up im watchin tv.. i dunch feel like chatting with him las nites.. =( this few days quite troubled.. so... .. and ytd he told miehs tat his celebration on thurs with them ishh watch harry potter and muhh reaction ishh like.. uh-duH! i wanna watch it but he dint acc miehs tu watch it but with his camp.. yawn.. nbermind.. he said its free and its their celebration.. haish so forget it barhs.. well.. anw.. this celebration ish abit childish.. whaas.. its true ehs! and ytd nites ard 1plus am lidat.. i was complaining hugry! hahas.. actually wanna call mcdelivery but mummy will scold so i end up eating maggie mee.. poor thing huh? lols.. well well.. im tiring of my kuku life now.. haish.. no more funs! i wanna stuck outside evryday and not stuck in muhh hse evryday!! frustrated.. miss my baby lots.. but say until baby, i cant stop imagine those kuku things.. i need a brain wash!! i really need it.. if not muhh mind ishh full of those RUBBISH! haish.. sometimes.. end our life ishh the easiest thing to do.. but im nort tat stupid larhs! lols.. thursday clubbing at MOS.. actually im going but baby dont let.. haishh! suan lerhs.. clubbing dont belongs to miehs anymore oso.. i can only go wit him.. thursday he will be gg to watch his harry potter.. i noe ppl might think he ishh watching with other girl but i SWEAR HE ISH WATCHING WITH HIS CAMP PPL!!.. its a big celebration!! so, u ppl stop ur thinking huh!! u shld noe who im saying!! well well well.. its been montha since im jobless.. sometimes i felt useless oso.. but no choice.. im still the age 17.. who wanna hire? u? hahas.. but anw.. thanx charlene ferhh helping miehs to look ferh jobs! thanks!!.. =) well well well.. i really donno wad shld i do now!!!!!!! well.. i was being force back to BEGA again.. haish.. ish all bcos of mummy.. i dunch like tat shop anymore.. being bully by them why shld i still help them to do? haish.. well.. mummy ish such a kpo.. i wanna find job myself and she's keep bothering.. i noe is ferh muhh own good.. but sometimes u really too much and u make miehs jus wanna put myself to death!!

my maggie miehs last nites! whahas!!

2007-07-23T13:56:00.000+08:00

YBABY, THANKS FOR EVRYTHING! APPRECIATED!!

loves!

2007-07-23T13:34:00.000+08:00

yeahhs.. so happy.. baby told miehs evrythings.. hahs.. haishh.. well, i can only say.. there's still childish ppl who trying to spoilt other ppl relationship ard! STUPID IDIOT BOY!! ytd, ah jie called miehs i tot what things.. den she said malcolm ask why all put didi phots.. and now i wanna tell him.. i will put his photo.. but no new wann lehs.. sry!

darling malcolm! i will take more photo den put again! alright? hahas!!

2007-07-20T11:16:00.000+08:00

PLEASE BE HONEST!! PLEASE!!

I JUST NEED YOUR TRUST!!

Ylet miehs trust you back!!

2007-07-20T10:59:00.000+08:00

ytd night baby and i sort evrythings out lerhhs.. hope evrything will be fine now.. and all i wann ish a honest ans frm him and happy tat he actually ans miehs honestly and we din quarrel much! =).. well well.. our relationship ishh not stable now but we are still trying hard to stable it.. =) hmms.. i feel so dirty about that.. haish!! and ii make myself a promise.. i wont say what promise ishh tat.. hahas.. its a secret to miehs!! hmms.. and i told him tat.. i dont wanna hear ppl telling miehs his things tat i donno.. ppl noe why i donno.. im his gf lorhs.. haiish!! im so stupid.. i was jus like.. i really doonnoo!! haiishh!! i really donno hw to trust u anymore.. but i know bcos of miehs you have changed alot alot! but ur lies are so real!!

manfred.. so cute ehs? whahahas! my precious baby!

2007-07-19T15:07:00.000+08:00

the bottom drawing.. oso done by miehs.. whahas!!

YEAH! YIPPIE! baby called miehs lerhs! but ishh during toilet time i think.. cos got echoes! hhas.. well well well.. he called miehs.. im happy alrdy! thans zhi hui telling miehs to on muhh phone.. if not things will get worst! whahs.. im happy.. feel so relieved! hahas!! mwarkies!!!!! =)

2007-07-19T13:51:00.000+08:00

well.. jus now i receive zhi hui call.. and she told miehs about the forum.. i was shivering.. i was so scare about it! omfg! hmms.. hope that she can find it again.. i really wanna noe who ishh tat.. i feel so sorry.. i on my phone back again.. and not a single msg i hab receive.. not one call.. haish.. my heartbreaks.. sometimes he really dunno my feelins.. haishh!! hope one day he will saw my blog!!!!! im sorry!!! i realise all my mistakes!!!

drawing done by miehs!

2007-07-19T10:26:00.000+08:00

hmms.. from ytd until now.. i dint on until my phone.. i told baby that i wanna stop contacting him ferh one weeks.. we shld go think bout it.. if we dint contact.. both of us feel better and that's it! we're finish.. but ii dint feel better.. him?im nort sure.. haish! i noe all he wants from miehs ish freedom.. i cant gib him too much freedom as i scare one day he will leave miehs.. evrytime gib a person too much freedom, they will go overboard!! hmms.. i trust he wont do anything but last time he ish a play boy.. maybe he changed but he will also changed bck.. this kind of things really hard to say.. =( now i felt tat.. relationship ishh so tiring.. quarrel and wanna see each other face.. haishh!! maybe ppl might think we dint quarrel or wadd.. but we did quarrel.. but we're still loving larhs.. hahas.. thats good lo.. =) hmms.. shld i on my phone later? haishh!!

HEARTBREAKS!

Ymy loves

2007-07-18T13:48:00.000+08:00

MY MUM IS IRRATING!! CANT STAND IT! STOPPIT LARHS!! YOU WILL ONLY MAKE ME HATE YOU LOTS!!!!!!!!

2007-07-18T11:32:00.000+08:00

my mind ish totally blank now.. hahas.. hmms.. miss those clubbing days.. miss those pubbin days.. well well well.. sians.. hmms.. cant go anymore!! haish!! all cos of babby!!! arrghhh!! lols.. hmms..ytd we argue somethins really funny.. lols.. hmms.. sometimes.. i think he ish not serious in this relationship.. maybe ishh army stress.. den the way he talk to miehs ish fucking shit! arrghh!! wth has going on this few days? sometimes so good sometimes like ii step until his tail lidat!! quite du lan bout him sometimes.. but neber mind!! i still love him so!! mwarks!! and ERIC.. ur surprise really big! thanx pal!!

2007-07-17T16:18:00.000+08:00

I NEED SOME FREEDOM INSTEAD OF NAGGING!!!PLEASE STOP THAT TO MAKE ME HATE YOU!

YGONE!!

2007-07-17T13:10:00.000+08:00

hmms.. jus nw pauline called miehs.. ask miehs wana go out anot.. go line donut factory.. hahs.. sry cant go larhs.. find work marhs.. jus now saw newspaper wrote night safari wanna hire sell shirt derhs.. from 4pm work until 12.30am.. cool huh? hahs.. can go home late.. wheets.. hahahs.. hmms.. no nid hear mummy nag here and there.. hahas.. ytd.. dint chat much with baby.. cos i busy watchin tv.. and he busy playin psp.. hahahs.. i've played untill sian lerhs.. my psp bro haben help miehs put new games.. yawns.. hmms.. sometimes wanna find work tat i like.. but mummy keep forcin miehs doing things i dont like.. very vexed!! arrgghh!! hmms.. sians sians sians!! tmr actually meetin baby.. but end up nopexx.. =)!! hmms.. well well well .. go hab my breakfast lorhs!! whahahas!!

2007-07-16T16:18:00.000+08:00

YYYOU WILL NEVER BE REPLACE! DD CHEN!

i miss u evry seconds, evry mins!

2007-07-16T13:41:00.000+08:00

got my new haircut!

well.. its been time since i last update my blog! hahas.. hmms.. saturday went to zoo with baby! so fun.. saw the snakes so big! oh my! crocodile as well.. the happiest part was the AH MENG! whahas.. laugh until so happy.. hahs.. miss my lil wann lotsa yeah!.. hmms.. well well well.. actually meet up we dint quarrel.. dint meet we will quarrel.. wth* hahas.. hmms.. now im looking ferh job.. all wanna hire 18&above.. sians sians sians.. mummy wanna ask miehs go work mcdonal which i dont like it! hmms.. im trying hard to look ferh job oso marhs.. ish no one hire miehs! hahas.. hmms.. sians sians sians.. sometimes i was vexed.. always ish manfred cheer miehs up.. hahas.. he ishh soo cute!! hahahas.. hmms.. anw.. lotsa of things happen.. andd im really troubled! although i look happy go lucky that kind.. im oso feel 'FAN' derhs!!

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere..!!

Dont know which way to go!!

Yloves and miss my DD lotsa