bored bored bored!!

ytd was my last day at fossil, received lots of present larhs.. thanks to them! hahas.. hmms.. will miss there de..
ytd reached home ard 4am.. hab so much fun singing there.. woohoos~~
and b&me was doin good now again.. bit lazy to blog.. hahas..

today ish his first day of school at kaplan. hope everythings go well for him. im bored till death so i decided to update my bloggy.. =) we din meet for 9days if im not wrong, we din chat on phone much as well. too many things happen between two of us.. im not sure bcos of what oso.. too many ppl ask me what happen to miehs as i was always day dreaming at work.. cos im not tat kind of person usually.. even at home i can stunt at one corner.. wth! now i noe tat a person can change bad ish very easy, less then 1hr can change le.. change good, HAHAS!! hmms.. i really nothins to say to him anymore, cold towards him, this does'nt mean i don love him. ish i really donno wanna hate him or im really too stupid love him so much cos ofhis attitude towards miehs this few weeks! he change to seems like there's another bitch ard.. &evrytime before i sleep.. i mus use tears to wash my face first. morning went to work, oso tears in my eyes.. what ish this? im gg crazy? i really buay tahan le..

im very fuck tup now.. work place like shit lidat.. so many things.. really very tired.. now i left with nothins..

i only left with *YOU now.. so u mus spend ur time with miehs!! cannot leave miehs alone.. i've told u before i dun

wanna be alone.. i need ppl to acc miehs to go evrywhr.. so far u're the one who acc miehs to go everywhere, fetching

miehs up&down.. too many things happen.. i cant take it..

I DONT WANT TO BECUM THIS WAY,
I DONT WISH EVERYTHINGS TO BECUM LIKE THIS.
BUT NO CHOICE.

IF I DONT LET GO, U'RE THE ONE WHO SUFFER MOST.

i think i really need to cope up with it.. feel very lonely.. im sick & not even a concern word and he said again.. wt*!!

hmms.. he work part-time study in e night.. & wad bout miehs? wait until when he's free.. but i noe wad will happen soon.. so i hope it wont happen larhs.. hmms.. i noe tat carrer&degree for u ish important.. before u make this decision.. i hope we can put dwn this r/s first.. i don wann to suffer like this.. ur schedule ish full full full full liaos.. we hab no much time left to spent tgt like this.. i tried to bare with it le.. but.. .. .. nbermind.. tat's why i said i mus cope with it first..!! i dream of so many things in one night!! all cos of u!! i wont say out..!! if u really did think for miehs before.. i&u wont bcum lidat.. =(

IM SORRY B!!