hmms.. ytd pauline came dwn and find miehs.. whahas.. she put tattoo ard her neck.. i make appointment on friday lo!!.. hahas.. i put at muhh leg.. =)) hmms.. after work meet dar... den we go heeren meet pauline.. after tat we went to lucky dwen fareast see tattoo.. =) hmms.. den went to orchard point tat side.. and we hab nth to do so i called pauline.. den she ask miehs wanna go club.. i said ok lo.. hahas.. den miehs at dar went down to clark quay.. den pauline and friends came dwn fetch us as we didnt noe how to go.. and reach the place was like.. DUH! small and boring.. cos of the fight cus us cant get in.. arrgghh!! den dar was boring actually.. hahas.. and ard 3+ we went home as i gtg work! hahahas..

as for today.. i worked up at 11.40am.. hahas.. late ferh work larhs.. hahas.. hmms.. was damn tired lorhs.. hahahas.. and dar went to camp lo.. hahas.. sian larhs!! arrghh!! miss yea!!

hmms.. everythings ish back.. whahahas.. and jus tat still little little little wrong with him.. whahahas.. but dunno whr.. lols.. and im very boring now.. dunno wad to do.. hahas.. aiyah.. nth says lerhs.. cos no more problems.. update soon!! bye~~

im tired le.. haish.. wad shld i do larhs!! arrgghh.. work got problems.. family makes miehs troubled. r/s is tiring.. i hab told myself not to think.. not to suspect him.. but i failed.. lols.. ytd.. he gave miehs his msn password.. and its not a girl name larhs! hahas.. hmms.. but dunno ish he changed it or wad larhs.. hahas.. tmr ishh muhh off day.. yeahh!! but i will be staying home.. =) things gonna happen sooner or later.. i hab alrdy prepare for the worst.. i think i will be gg MIA again.. =)

hmms.. somebody said to miehs, 'if nobody wants miehs, he want.' sweet huh? hahas.. but too bad, im always will have ppl wan larhs.. WHAHAHAHAS.. hmms.. miehs and him ish back to normal just that not so happy lerhs larhs.. hahas.. hmms.. he cooked again. whahas.. today wann was ........ aiyah.. ytd wann was better den today wann.. hahas.. so u shld noe today dinner was... awww... =ppPpp.. hmms.. but very full larhs and make miehs so feel like shitting man!! lols.. this few days keep sleep late.. wth im doin man.. hhahas.. hmms.. i realise tat single life might be better larhs maybe jus tat no one care for u anymore.. =pPpPp.. friends will not hurt each other and wont like saying 'u cant go here and there'.. =) but i always stop him from gg evrywhr.. whahahas.. but nt muhh fault who ask him din give miehs his trust! bleahhs.. gtg.. BYEBYE!!

hmms.. late for work today.. WHAHAHAS.. woke up at 8.45.. whahas.. late huh? LOLS.. hmms.. saw tomi outside staff entrance.. den we went in tgt.. LOLS.. den receive call from lance.. and he told miehs SKY was at muhh blog doing those thing i dont like.. hmms.. things gonna happen soon again.. =).. maybe tonight theres somethings will happen.. WHAHAHAS.. im at his hse now.. LOL.. and he lying on his fucking bed and when im updating my blog.. whahahas.. ermms.. jus now he made dinner.. and the dinner was ........... LOLs.. aiyah nice larhs.. LOLs.. can pass larhs.. ASK HIM LOGGIN HIS MSN HE DUWAN! arrghh.. was quite du lan actually.. whahahas.. hmms.. think he got something hiding barhs.. and FRIDAY he ish gg to a bbq.. and he told miehs tat ish his campmates wann.. hmms.. think he ish lying as he ish a good liar.. hmms.. nbermind.. =) ANYWAY.. THINGS GONNA CHANGE!!!! =)

hmms.. chinyi came to find miehs and acc miehs went for break.. hahas.. =) hmms.. miehs and baby ish back! whahas.. fast huh? think he siaos last few weeks larhs.. den make until i oso siaos.. both siao den quarrel until siao.. LOL.. 15 more mins baby going to wake up and which ish im OUT TO WORK. omg! its so tiring.. din hab enuf sleep.. whahahas.. yawn yawn.. tired of working no.. who wanna take care of miehs and let miehs enjoy life? YOU? haish.. so tired larhs.. arrggh.. hmms.. lucky i din end the relationship arhhs.. lols.. almost man!! but evrythings was fine after i received his call.. lols.. and lance was telling miehs 'ren shen da dao li' *YAWN.. lols.. but thanks anyway.. lance ish a good daddy!! hahas.. and his baby was.. awwww.. soo pretty and cute!! hahas.. today ish our 1year3months. =) so slow den 1year3months.. *yawn*.. anywAY!!

YHAPPY 1YEAR 3MONTHS! MWARKS!

haish.. ytd thanks for lance, sky and eddy for acc miehs.. they gave miehs their shoulders.. thanks for ur hugs!! hahas.. u guys make miehs laugh and try to makeing miehs not to forget. but when i've got up into the car, silence again. i was not talking but thinking many #&%$! .. well.. maybe i should really hear their advice? but i don wanna see that to happened.. 17o6o6 and it will ends at ?????? or it will not ends. im so confused. this relationship cant be kept anymore as things go more and more worst. why mus we make ourself so hard? why im with him he shout and scolded but with other ppl he can smile and laugh? sigh*

maybe this time, im really tired lerhs. bye.

FALLING APART.

hmms.. things hab changed.. even his character has changed.. i really donno wad to do with this r/s lerhs.. give up or not? haish.. wanna gib up but ...... haish.. jus so 'fan' larhs.. mummy irrating.. evryone ish so irrating.. even YOU!! rmb that msg store at muhh phonw which says 'i promised not to shout at you, i realise my mistakes.' end up evrythings ish an empty promises.. so don promise miehs things u cant do it.. and don jus act infront of miehs tat u wont watch or wad.. ytd that msg really surprise miehs as i noe u will say not ur fault.. well, i hab nothins to say also. i can only say, the only way to save this r/s ish to SHUT UP! meet lesser. thats all. now i noe friends are real important cos the only one who always stays and nber leave and will not scold u or shout at u no matter what u done wrong, its FRIENDS. i miss them lots! lance and eddy esp!! haish.. forget it.. im left with nothins all bcos of u. and evrytime im the one who entertaining ppl, do u noe hw tired it is... hw sad and unhappy i am. i still entertain ppl. its very tiring. im tired of entertaining ppl. from now on. i will be a diff miehs. BYE!

THATS WHEN I LOVE YOU.

When you have to look away

When you dont have much to say

Thats when I love you

I love you, just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak

Or see you walk with two left feet

Thats when I love you

I love you, endlessly

And when your mad cuz you lost a game

Forget Im waiting in the rain

Baby i love you,

I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight

You can count "on" me for life

Thats when i love you

When nothing you do can change my mind

The more I learn,

The more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

Thats when I love you,

WhenI love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes

Cause the movie it made you cry

Thats when I love you

I love you a little more each time

And when you cant quite match your clothes

Or when you laugh at your own jokes

Thats when I love you

I love you, more than youll know

And when you forget that we had a date

Or that look that you get when you show up late

Baby I love you, I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight

You can count "on" me for life

Thats when i love you

When nothing you do can change my mind

The more I learn, The more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

Thats when I love you,When I love you no matter what

Thats when I love you

When nothing baby

Nothing you do could change my mind

The more I learn, The more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

Thats when I love you,When I love you no matter what

No matter what

hmms.. im back.. whahahs.. hmms.. later going work lo.. sians.. bui eh ytd go pluck teeth.. donno shld i laugh or shld i not.. hahas.. cos he 'bo gay'. hahahas.. talk not vlearly, don even know wad he tok arhhs.. whahas.. yawn.. being WAKE UP by a FAT PIG.. hahas.. hmms.. cough cough, dont dare let mummy hear i cough.. confirm kena scolded wann.. lols.. haish.. stop here lerhs barhs.. lazy type lo.. whahahas..

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