YI BELONGS TO MR DD CHEN!

IM MRS CHEN!

wth!! i and pauline have receive those ASSHOLES msg.. and we dunch even noe who are they!! ermms.. i have think and think... so far dint offend until ppl lehs.. ASSHOLES!! IF YOU WANT TO TALK OR WHAT! MEET UP AND TALK!! DONT KEEP USING TAGBOX AND SCOLD! well well well.. i can only say im really fucking cb du lan them..!!!

later meeting baby.. next time when im work, less to meet as only sunday i an meet him.. =( somethings have happen to sky.. but oso not sure isit him anot.. cos he went MIA.. lols.. ermms.. ytd actually gg to MOS derhs.. but end up dint go.. whahas.. anw.. its raining nw.. feel bit cold.. so feel like falling asleep.. whahas..

anyway.. jus finsh reading xiaxue blogs.. its amusing!! whahas.. the wars begins.. lols..

http://www.xiaxue.blogspot.com/

well.. i hab found my job.. working at FOSSIL.. whahas.. selling all branded stuffs.. muhahas.. its a good pay lorhs.. thanks charlene!! whahas.. ermms.. this few days quite many things happen.. and im starting bit lazy to update here.. =pPPp.. anw.. baby was a wonderful bf! love him lots!!

PLEASE RESPECT MY DECISION!

PLEASE!!

Ymy beautiful memories

21st july 2oo7!

we were at e2max, cinileisure!

cool huh? its a lan shop and it was like kbox! whahas!!

bro and his gf was playing maple while i was watching tv!!

hmms.. today morning received lots of calls.. haish.. headache.. i really dont know what to do.. hmms.. i was still waiting ferh those works ppl calls.. yawn.. lols.. hmms.. life ish so boring.. well well well.. ytd chat with baby awhile den i tell him i wanna sleep lerhs.. budden end up im watchin tv.. i dunch feel like chatting with him las nites.. =( this few days quite troubled.. so... .. and ytd he told miehs tat his celebration on thurs with them ishh watch harry potter and muhh reaction ishh like.. uh-duH! i wanna watch it but he dint acc miehs tu watch it but with his camp.. yawn.. nbermind.. he said its free and its their celebration.. haish so forget it barhs.. well.. anw.. this celebration ish abit childish.. whaas.. its true ehs! and ytd nites ard 1plus am lidat.. i was complaining hugry! hahas.. actually wanna call mcdelivery but mummy will scold so i end up eating maggie mee.. poor thing huh? lols.. well well.. im tiring of my kuku life now.. haish.. no more funs! i wanna stuck outside evryday and not stuck in muhh hse evryday!! frustrated.. miss my baby lots.. but say until baby, i cant stop imagine those kuku things.. i need a brain wash!! i really need it.. if not muhh mind ishh full of those RUBBISH! haish.. sometimes.. end our life ishh the easiest thing to do.. but im nort tat stupid larhs! lols.. thursday clubbing at MOS.. actually im going but baby dont let.. haishh! suan lerhs.. clubbing dont belongs to miehs anymore oso.. i can only go wit him.. thursday he will be gg to watch his harry potter.. i noe ppl might think he ishh watching with other girl but i SWEAR HE ISH WATCHING WITH HIS CAMP PPL!!.. its a big celebration!! so, u ppl stop ur thinking huh!! u shld noe who im saying!! well well well.. its been montha since im jobless.. sometimes i felt useless oso.. but no choice.. im still the age 17.. who wanna hire? u? hahas.. but anw.. thanx charlene ferhh helping miehs to look ferh jobs! thanks!!.. =) well well well.. i really donno wad shld i do now!!!!!!! well.. i was being force back to BEGA again.. haish.. ish all bcos of mummy.. i dunch like tat shop anymore.. being bully by them why shld i still help them to do? haish.. well.. mummy ish such a kpo.. i wanna find job myself and she's keep bothering.. i noe is ferh muhh own good.. but sometimes u really too much and u make miehs jus wanna put myself to death!!

my maggie miehs last nites! whahas!!

YBABY, THANKS FOR EVRYTHING! APPRECIATED!!

loves!

yeahhs.. so happy.. baby told miehs evrythings.. hahs.. haishh.. well, i can only say.. there's still childish ppl who trying to spoilt other ppl relationship ard! STUPID IDIOT BOY!! ytd, ah jie called miehs i tot what things.. den she said malcolm ask why all put didi phots.. and now i wanna tell him.. i will put his photo.. but no new wann lehs.. sry!

darling malcolm! i will take more photo den put again! alright? hahas!!

PLEASE BE HONEST!! PLEASE!!

I JUST NEED YOUR TRUST!!

Ylet miehs trust you back!!

ytd night baby and i sort evrythings out lerhhs.. hope evrything will be fine now.. and all i wann ish a honest ans frm him and happy tat he actually ans miehs honestly and we din quarrel much! =).. well well.. our relationship ishh not stable now but we are still trying hard to stable it.. =) hmms.. i feel so dirty about that.. haish!! and ii make myself a promise.. i wont say what promise ishh tat.. hahas.. its a secret to miehs!! hmms.. and i told him tat.. i dont wanna hear ppl telling miehs his things tat i donno.. ppl noe why i donno.. im his gf lorhs.. haiish!! im so stupid.. i was jus like.. i really doonnoo!! haiishh!! i really donno hw to trust u anymore.. but i know bcos of miehs you have changed alot alot! but ur lies are so real!!

manfred.. so cute ehs? whahahas! my precious baby!

the bottom drawing.. oso done by miehs.. whahas!!

YEAH! YIPPIE! baby called miehs lerhs! but ishh during toilet time i think.. cos got echoes! hhas.. well well well.. he called miehs.. im happy alrdy! thans zhi hui telling miehs to on muhh phone.. if not things will get worst! whahs.. im happy.. feel so relieved! hahas!! mwarkies!!!!! =)

well.. jus now i receive zhi hui call.. and she told miehs about the forum.. i was shivering.. i was so scare about it! omfg! hmms.. hope that she can find it again.. i really wanna noe who ishh tat.. i feel so sorry.. i on my phone back again.. and not a single msg i hab receive.. not one call.. haish.. my heartbreaks.. sometimes he really dunno my feelins.. haishh!! hope one day he will saw my blog!!!!! im sorry!!! i realise all my mistakes!!!

drawing done by miehs!

hmms.. from ytd until now.. i dint on until my phone.. i told baby that i wanna stop contacting him ferh one weeks.. we shld go think bout it.. if we dint contact.. both of us feel better and that's it! we're finish.. but ii dint feel better.. him?im nort sure.. haish! i noe all he wants from miehs ish freedom.. i cant gib him too much freedom as i scare one day he will leave miehs.. evrytime gib a person too much freedom, they will go overboard!! hmms.. i trust he wont do anything but last time he ish a play boy.. maybe he changed but he will also changed bck.. this kind of things really hard to say.. =( now i felt tat.. relationship ishh so tiring.. quarrel and wanna see each other face.. haishh!! maybe ppl might think we dint quarrel or wadd.. but we did quarrel.. but we're still loving larhs.. hahas.. thats good lo.. =) hmms.. shld i on my phone later? haishh!!

HEARTBREAKS!

Ymy loves

MY MUM IS IRRATING!! CANT STAND IT! STOPPIT LARHS!! YOU WILL ONLY MAKE ME HATE YOU LOTS!!!!!!!!

my mind ish totally blank now.. hahas.. hmms.. miss those clubbing days.. miss those pubbin days.. well well well.. sians.. hmms.. cant go anymore!! haish!! all cos of babby!!! arrghhh!! lols.. hmms..ytd we argue somethins really funny.. lols.. hmms.. sometimes.. i think he ish not serious in this relationship.. maybe ishh army stress.. den the way he talk to miehs ish fucking shit! arrghh!! wth has going on this few days? sometimes so good sometimes like ii step until his tail lidat!! quite du lan bout him sometimes.. but neber mind!! i still love him so!! mwarks!! and ERIC.. ur surprise really big! thanx pal!!

I NEED SOME FREEDOM INSTEAD OF NAGGING!!!PLEASE STOP THAT TO MAKE ME HATE YOU!

YGONE!!

hmms.. jus nw pauline called miehs.. ask miehs wana go out anot.. go line donut factory.. hahs.. sry cant go larhs.. find work marhs.. jus now saw newspaper wrote night safari wanna hire sell shirt derhs.. from 4pm work until 12.30am.. cool huh? hahs.. can go home late.. wheets.. hahahs.. hmms.. no nid hear mummy nag here and there.. hahas.. ytd.. dint chat much with baby.. cos i busy watchin tv.. and he busy playin psp.. hahahs.. i've played untill sian lerhs.. my psp bro haben help miehs put new games.. yawns.. hmms.. sometimes wanna find work tat i like.. but mummy keep forcin miehs doing things i dont like.. very vexed!! arrgghh!! hmms.. sians sians sians!! tmr actually meetin baby.. but end up nopexx.. =)!! hmms.. well well well .. go hab my breakfast lorhs!! whahahas!!

YYYOU WILL NEVER BE REPLACE! DD CHEN!

i miss u evry seconds, evry mins!

got my new haircut!

well.. its been time since i last update my blog! hahas.. hmms.. saturday went to zoo with baby! so fun.. saw the snakes so big! oh my! crocodile as well.. the happiest part was the AH MENG! whahas.. laugh until so happy.. hahs.. miss my lil wann lotsa yeah!.. hmms.. well well well.. actually meet up we dint quarrel.. dint meet we will quarrel.. wth* hahas.. hmms.. now im looking ferh job.. all wanna hire 18&above.. sians sians sians.. mummy wanna ask miehs go work mcdonal which i dont like it! hmms.. im trying hard to look ferh job oso marhs.. ish no one hire miehs! hahas.. hmms.. sians sians sians.. sometimes i was vexed.. always ish manfred cheer miehs up.. hahas.. he ishh soo cute!! hahahas.. hmms.. anw.. lotsa of things happen.. andd im really troubled! although i look happy go lucky that kind.. im oso feel 'FAN' derhs!!

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere..!!

Dont know which way to go!!

Yloves and miss my DD lotsa

hmms.. ytd dint chat with dear.. cos we quarrel again.. hmms.. our relationship ishh diff lerhs.. think many things has change.. we dint gib each other trust.. i need his trust and he need mine.. not i dont trust him.. ish he din gimme the trust!! well well well.. ii oso gortt wrong larhs.. im sorry.. anw.. i still loves him lotsa.. but my mouth always say i love him no more is jus saying but my hearts hurts yeahh.. nbermind.. as long as we din seperate tgt.. =) well.. later oso not sure i will be meeting him anot.. cos fri i not be meetin him.. aww.. thunder now.. hahs.. hmms.. later meetin lance and jol ferh breakfast.. well well well.. after that lance gtg hosptial to acc his gf.. =(.. hope nana will be alright.. well well.. now alone at home.. mummy brought manfred dwn.. sians.. manfred wake miehs up so early... as i gt so fattup.. hahs.. yawnn.. tired.. maybe.. i shld go rest awhile more! =)

YOU WILL NEBER SATISFIED, NO MATTER HOW I TRIED. LOVE IS ONE BIG ILLUSION, I SHLD TRY TO FORGET. BUT THERE'S SOMETHING LEFT IN MUHH HAND!

Yi love you deep deep! my DD!! Y

BABY, I TRIED SO HARD TO BE INDEPENDENT! YOU KNOW?

hmms.. later going to take cheque lerhs.. meet li ling at ms.. hmms.. sians.. after that maybe go ferh a hair cut.. as baby always ask miehs to go ferh a haircut.. hahs.. hmms.. anyway.. baby ish busy ferh his work this few days lerhs.. friday cant meet him cos he got guard duty.. yawn.. saturday donno... hahs.. ii wanna eat fish n co larhs.. hahs.. miss it man! ii wanna eat lotsa of things.. well well well.. yesterday chat with baby and felt that he ish really very tire.. maybe cos of his work barhs.. aww =(

hmms.. our relationship ish going up and down.. but we are still so loving.. hahs.. anw.. manfred ish always the one who make miehs smile the happiest! loves my precious lotsa.. no them.. no life! hahas!!

well.. two days dint update lerhs.. hahs.. o7o7o7 went to night safari.. dint go zoo cos raining.. hahs.. thanx dar ferhs bringing miehs go.. hahas.. hmms.. he said next time den go zoo.. whahas.. actually its fun lorhs.. hahs.. i saw the ant eater at night safari.. it's huge lorhs.. and saw leopard lying jus infront of miehs.. omg.. it's like a pillow.. hahs.. we enjoy alot.. on the day o8o7o7.. i meet dar again.. we quarrel again.. and he slam the door i cried jus infront of him! and he shld know what i like and what i hate lorhs.. budden....... hahs.. sua liaos.. well well well.. tmr go take cheque lo.. happy.. =))

my baby.. manfred.. =))

feel so miserable..

hmms.. ytd we quarrel again.. why and wad causes it.. and its all bcos of miehs.. he scold miehs why ii crazy.. kaos.. jus cannot stand it lorhs.. jus ask him don eat so much durian he said those words that are 'nan ting'.. he donno his body mehs.. ask him dont eat so much oso ferh his own good marhs.. knn.. 'hao xin mei hao bao'.. 22aug ish the day[wont disclose what kind of day].. hmms.. im well prepare ferh the day as i know i will leave him on that day.. cos he wont sucess it.. cos ii try to tell him many many times.. no improvement.. and ii gib up lo.. nbermind.. hmms.. later i'll be meeting him.. dono wad will happen next.. i miss my kuku and buddy lotsa!!

well well well.. above that picture ish my concert ticket.. whahahahas.. thanx ferhs MR ERIC keep on making miehs smile as i need someone to talk to.. whahas.. thanx!!

[this is what i wann to say]

its a struggle when u're starved for affection.. this ish all we need tu noe.. still waters run deep.. just remember when we lie to each other.. no one wins and lose.. sweep reflection will show this connection.. we can lean on each other.. this is all we need tu noe.

our love is strong. no one can break us apart. =)

i'll break ur leg if yuu break us up! TRY MIEHS!

...

hmms.. ytd quite lotsa of problems larhs.. something have happen between my bro and his gf.. i was trying to help them get back to the past happily.. but den morning receive zhihui msg and ii try to console her.. she said that when my bro make her angry.. she will say nasty things to him.. i said i will oso.. but then my DD will give in.. hahahas.. aiyoh.. their problems are getting worst.. =(

hmms.. jus now wake up.. found that my face ish full of tears den ii notice that it's bcos of the dream jus now.. ii dream until DD do somethings sorry to miehs.. and i cry.. lols.. feel so stupid.. it's only a dream.. ytd kena say by him.. arrgghh.. if he saw ii wrote this donno will how horhs? =pPpPp hmms.. sians sians sians.. ahped so noisy.. keep running here and there and shoutin here and there.. hahas.. so cute.. sometimes.. dont like guys to shout on girls.. but he promised nortt to.. end up he still shout.. =( maybe one day he'll regret if he shout one more time!! =PPppPpP

lalala

zhiwei told miehs that 'SHE' ish getting more and more BITCH and ii agree with it.. can see larhs.. and bit 'haolian' scare the whole world donno wad she did.. lols.. well well well.. maybe she dint get the chance to go before that's why she ish so happy and exited!! LOLS! hmms.. the picture at the bottom ish the collection from my bro.. =) miss my DD!!

yesterday go to workplace and ask them things.. then after that sit eddy car go back.. jolene was with us as well.. then eddy drive so fast.. and he dint close his window.. muhh hair was so messy and i tell jol that this is wind effect.. laugh until she peng ah.. lols.. hab so much fun ytd.. after that we home.. actually we are planning to go to Changi Village at night.. end up nopee cos if we go we mus call lance go.. but he work.. den we wait other day den go lorhs.. friday lance said go pubbing.. go tanjong pgar.. although its fun larhs.. budden now the pub cant smoke liaos.. when they are out to smoke.. sians.. lols.. mus help them look after the table den i and jol can go out smoke.. if a pub cant smoke den call pub mehs.. haish.. aiyoh.. nbermind.. and i dontt think i can go.. =(hahs.. i LOVES my FOOL AND BUDDIES LOTS LOTS!

早已忘了想你的滋味是什么 因为每分每秒都被你占据在心中 你的一举一动牵扯在我生活的隙缝 谁能告诉我 离开你的我会有多自由 也曾想过躲进别人温暖的怀中 可是这么一来就一点意义也没有 我的高尚情操一直不断提醒着 我离开你的我不论过多久还是会寂寞 别对我小心翼翼 别让我看轻你跟着我勇敢的走下去 别劝我回心转意 这不是廉价的爱情 看着我 对我说真爱我!!

hate it lotsa!

well.. actually today got work derhs.. the stupid ppl ask miehs work at 3pm.. nebermind.. ask miehs go tick stock and arrange only.. neber tick and arrange no need ask miehs go work.. simi law lai ehs? knn.. hmms.. jus detest ppl who going around and ka ppl jiao wei.. the guy i mention ytd finally stop contacting with miehs.. whahas.. hmms.. i miss my DD lots.. today he go home cos tmr he got guard duty.. yawnx.. cant acc miehs to talk again.. sians sians.. hmms.. saturday we will be going to zoo! yeahs.. maybe bringing manfred along.. whahas.. so excited.. mwarks..!!

irrating.

hmms.. ytd nber meet DD.. hahas.. hmms.. bored to death arhs.. later meeting lance they all awhile.. hahs.. detest those guys who dunch know us and make until as if like our besties lidat.. eee.. so er xin lorhs.. hahahas.. sometimes.. ppl are really wanna let ppl detest derhs.. shit lorhs.. last friday nites ii go meet pauline.. after tat her friend came.. and then went MOS.. den they are in a rush.. pauline dunch wanna ps miehs.. but my kuku DD haben reach.. bo bian got to ask them to go first.. cos MOS lotsa of ppl.. they went around 15mins lidat.. DD reach lerhs.. wanna smoke first.. forget ii pass the lighter to pauline liaos.. hahas..

there's a guy that i wont annouce his name.. he shld noe who he ish.. dont make me make a police report for what you do.. you regret one day.. =) a guy age 16.. from PHS!! i wont disclose his name.. class as well.. you are just a freak! dont make miehs tell ur gf about wad you do! every action you do is fucking shit! BASTARD!! you said you love her alot.. but you need 'that' thing that she cant give you so you ask from others! if you ask miehs someting again.. you'll see you end up in police station!! you know what i mean!!